Long time, No talk.

So basically, its been forever since I have written a blog, and I can't really remember how long it has been.



Probably in the last few weeks a lot of stuff has happened but I don't remember hardly any of it. This week is going to end my last football season as a cheerleader, and I am kind of feeling kind of depressed. Its crazy to think that in less than 4 days, my cheerleading days are over. As well as it being my last game it is also Senior night, which makes it even more sad. I never realized how much the last day of cheering actually bothers a Senior cheerleader, even last year with only having one Senior, she was so affected by it, and I have a feeling I will be too. Thursday will also be my last pep rally...ever. I know that most people do not care about stuff like that but for me, and I believe for the rest of the girls we are ending a season that we hate to love and ending a season of all of us being together. Its almost like a wake up call that says "Hey, you're growing up! Are you ready?"



School is easy. I seriously never thought my Senior year would be this easy and I actually kind of miss being forced to do my homework and it being a grade and working hard to try and make things happen the way that I want. Now, it just all comes easily and I don't really have to try, it just happens to be the best for me.



Although everything is good at school, home and every where else I have decided that my church needs help, and now I am going to do my best to help and make the church a better place to go. We had a meeting to discuss this with the Seniors and we all finally came together, and I seriously loved all of it. This was the first time we had all been together pretty much since camp, and it was as though nothing was different. We all talked, laughed and had fun and ended up leaving on the same page. I thought it was something that was going to be awkward and difficult but it was the complete opposite. I left feeling as though things were going to get better, but its honestly up to us to make it get that way.



In the next few weeks my church is having Katalyst weekend which I am quite excited for. We found out that all of the Seniors, boys and girls, are going to be together in the same house! This hasn't happened since my sisters' Senior year, and I truly think it will be a good experience to bring all of us together and to allow all of us to almost have the same mind. But I also think it is essential because we are never together and it will bring the boys and girls together as a class instead of us being strong as a boy group and a girl group. But it really is not so good because my cousin's wedding is on Saturday and we have to attend the rehearsal dinner on Friday night. So I will miss most of Friday night, and most of Saturday night, but you win some you lose some, what can you do?! Plus, I already missed my other cousins wedding and I really don't want to miss the next one, it just sucks because I won't be able to get all out of it that I really wanted but like I said, you can't always get what you want.



I think this is all I have to say, and its all that is on my mind for now.

Oh and I applied to...



Stephen F. Austin State University

University of Mary-Hardin Baylor

Ouachita Baptist University

Houston Baptist University

Baylor University

Oklahoma Baptist University



Its crazy!